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Monday, 14 October 2013

The Solace of Madness

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I am the grave robber who in the night
 Rummage through your feeble, frantic mind.
 Black fingers ripping cells with all its might,
 As you lay there like a zombie, dumb and blind.

 I am the thief that robs your pleasant dreams;
The frequent nightmare sifting through your brain.
With a sharp razor I'll shred your mind at the seams;
I'm the monster that chases you down the lane.


In agony your wretched soul does writhe
I seduce you and torture you all night.
You shiver as your manic mind I seize;
You will rage in agony; there's no respite.


 A zombie, you will walk through eternity
 Like the Jack-O-lantern with just a lump of coal--
 Your sole solace through the darnkness of insanity;
 Your mere solace for your sore, weary soul.

 You are my prisoner; I'm your destiny...
 From now on your mind is my property.


 © Mary Aris. All rights reserved,

Twenty-Two Spaghetti Junction

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 A thousand dollars!  That was all I had to my name–one thousand dollars and the love of a good man.  Looking back, I wouldn’t have changed a thing.  Three years ago I met this wonderful man at Le Cordon Bleu Institute of Culinary Arts where I was training as a chef.  Adam was also training to be a chef.  It was his ambition to open his own restaurant.  Adam Johnson was an English student from Oxford. His sister, Louise, lived in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania.  Her husband, Donald, was deputy mayor.  When she found out that Adam wanted to apply at the Cordon Bleu Institute of Culinary Arts in Pittsburgh, she paid for his airline tickets and insisted he stay at her place for the duration of his studies.

   Gradually we became friends, studying together; cooking together and when Adam finally had the courage to ask me out on a proper date, my heart melted like chocolate.  He proposed to me a year later.  We married in a small chapel near his sister’s house surrounded by family and friends.  That summer we graduated from the Cordon Bleu Institute.  We had visions of opening our own Italian restaurant together in Pittsburgh.  We were about to start the process when we got a call that would change everything.

   Adam was devastated when he learned the news.  His father, Arthur, was diagnosed with a brain tumour.  The doctors had given him a year to live. He wanted to see his sons, Adam and Adrian and his three daughters before he died.  The months that followed flew by.  We were all busy organizing the journey to Oxford.  My parents couldn’t believe it.  How could their little girl leave them to travel over two thousand miles away?  Being brought up in Palermo, they were strict Italians.  They were opposed to the idea of their new son-in-law taking their precious daughter away from them. In the three months before our journey, my parents gave us the cold shoulder. It got so uncomfortably cold in their presence, that we just didn’t know what to say or do.  Saying goodbye to them was the hardest thing I had ever done.
           
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“You’re going to regret this move!” my mother told me.
“You will starve in Oxford.” Mamma went on,  “You have no job. You’re fresh out of college.  You have no money.  We’re still paying for your student loan and your Wedding, you wretched, ungrateful child!  You have no prospects.  You will become nothing! Don’t come back crawling to us when you’ve failed.”
How could my parents be so heartless?  Didn’t they know that my father-in-law was gravely ill?  Couldn’t they see that this trip was the last wish of a dying man?
                                       

The day that we left it felt so awkward.  We said goodbye to my sister, Sabrina.  She had tears in her eyes.  I could not even look into Mamma’s eyes. My father hugged me and then my mother ran up to me as we opened the door.  She flung her hands upon my shoulders.
“Goodbye, Bambina...Go with God. I’m sorry for what I said. I was wrong.  I just couldn’t bear the thought of you living so very far away from us.  Go...Make us proud. You know this is always your home if all things fail.”  That was the last thing I heard her say.

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       We landed at Heathrow Airport on a Saturday morning.  It was a warm April morning, as I recalled.  I was astonished by the sights and sounds of London.  On the National Express Bus, on our way to Oxford, I kept looking at all the monuments and buildings, mesmerized by their majestic size.  It was nightfall when we got to town.  Adam’s father lived in a two-storey Victorian house in a little town near Marston at 22 Spaghetti Junction.  The house was named Spaghetti Junction because it was positioned in the middle where Spaghetti Junction and Sparrow’s Meadow met.  The bus screeched down the main street near the Block Buster Video Store.  We got off the bus and the driver opened the luggage compartment, handing us our luggage.  It was nearly ten O’clock when we approached the house.

“Welcome home, you two!” I heard Arthur say as we rang the bell. My father-in-law hugged us both and welcomed us into his home.
 “You guys must be tired. Come on in.  I’ll show you to your room in a minute.”  Arthur looked pale and weak but his spirit was rich and still jolly as ever.  We walked through a long corridor.  A large grandfather clock stroked eleven as we walked past it.  We were led into a double sized room with a double four-poster bed with pretty, ornate rose-printed curtains.  The walls were decorated with a pink rose- printed wall paper which matched the curtains and bedclothes.  To the left of the bed was an oak wardrobe, elaborately decked with wooden cherubs and roses. A matching bureau with its own looking glass came to view.  On its surface lay a silver vanity set


“What do you think, Rose?” asked Arthur.  I was speechless, overwhelmed by everything.
“It’s lovely, Arthur.” I said, “Thank you!”
“You’re very welcome.” my father-in-law said. “I will make both of you some tea.”  He closed the door and headed towards the kitchen before we could protest.

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“It’s a lovely room, Darling.” I told my husband.  Adam was changing into a night shirt as he yawned in agreement.
I was about to change into my bed clothes, too, when I turned around and saw the most breath-taking site of all.  I parted the curtains to have a look.  The window in our room opened to a balcony. Outside the balcony I saw a rose garden.  Bushes of roses grew all along a stone wall.   In the midst of the garden was a maze composed of manicured topiary. Down below the balcony, there was a fountain and in the midst of the fountain, an ivory angel looked down upon the water’s cascading flow.  Just then I had a vision.

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For a moment I saw a glimpse of a romantic restaurant with bistro-like tables draped in gingham tablecloths overlooking the terrace. I saw couples looking into each other’s eyes while holding hands while dining by candlelight.   Adam joined me while I dreamed.
“What are you dreaming of, my Love?” he asked.

“I just had a vision—a lovely vision of our future restaurant.” I sighed. “Here in the garden, I saw visions of couples on Valentine’s Day dining by the moonlight on gingham clothed tables as we worked our magic in the kitchen.”

“Sounds wonderful, Love,” Adam said as he held me tight.  .
We returned to reality at the sound of Arthur.  He placed the tea tray on my bedside cabinet.
 “Here’s your Tea, you two,” Arthur announced. “Have a nice evening.  It’s getting late.  I will see you two in the morning.  I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow at noon.  Will you drive me there, Adam?”

“Of course I will, father,” Adam said. “Goodnight, Dad.  Sleep tight.”
“Goodnight, both of you.  Sleep peacefully.”  Arthur turned and closed the door.  We sat at the edge of the bed sipping our tea thinking about our future.

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“I’m afraid it’s worse than I thought!” said Dr Lobel. “The tumour has increased in size since the last Cat-scan.”
 “What does that mean, Doctor?” Adam asked, worried.
“I’m afraid there’s nothing more than we can do, sir.” Dr Lobel added.
“What do you mean, there’s nothing you can do?  Of course there is. What are you guys paid for?  You’re paid to do research and find solutions! Don’t give me this crap!” Adam was getting agitated.
“Now, Mr Johnson...I know how upset you are.  But the crux of the matter is that your father’s tumour is growing fast and soon it will burst.  I’m sorry; Mr, Johnson... I give your father a few months.”
Adam sank in his chair with his face buried in his hands.  He was told his father had a year. Now the doctors were telling him he had a few months to live. This was just so unfair.
“Does my father know how much time he’s got left?” Adam asked the doctor.  Doctor Lobel shook his head.
“He just knows he is gravely sick.”
“Do me a favour, doctor,” Adam pleaded, “Don’t tell him anything.  I want to make his last days on earth as comfortable as I can.”
“I understand.” said Doctor Lobel.
“I want my father to pass away quietly at home,” continued Adam, “No nurses, no doctors, just his family and friends.”
“Now, Mr Johnson, please...” began Doctor Lobel; but Adam wouldn’t let him finish his sentence.

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Adam and I and his brother and sisters took turns caring for Arthur.  Adam and I catered to his wishes and cooked him delicious meals.  Arthur loved my spaghetti Bolognese and Adam’s chocolate soufflés.  He adored my beef bourguignon and Adam’s black forest cake.
          
Arthur passed away on a warm June afternoon.   Father Magarey gave a lovely sermon.  There was a gathering of mourners who paid their last respects at the house.  Adam and I prepared a sombre buffet to feed the mourners.  We all sat in the garden remembering Arthur. Now and again I looked about and as my head turned towards the fountain I swear I could see the angel shed a tear. Shaking my head, I turned towards my husband.  Silly me, I thought.  How can stony angels cry?
Four months passed so quickly.  It was autumn now.  Arthur’s solicitor summoned us for a reading of Arthur’s last will and testament.  It was chilly sitting there in the room.  We all sat around in black on black leather chairs as the barrister read the Arthur’s Last Will and Testament in a monotonous tone.


“To my son, Adrian I leave my beloved books.  Being a bookworm he will enjoy them. I also bequeath to him the sum of £25,000” The barrister read.  Adrian looked amongst his brother and sisters and then to the Barrister before looking down upon the floor.

The barrister cleared his throat before proceeding.


"To my other son, Adam, I leave Spaghetti Junction, its halls and gardens as well as the sum of £50,000.” Adam looked around to his sisters and Adrian, shell-shocked at his inheritance.  A gasp echoed through the room.
“I don’t deserve it,” Adam said.  “I don’t deserve it!”  I clasped his shoulders tightly.   The Barrister continued.


“To my daughters, Louise Anne Hartley and Eva Marie Johnson, I leave them a handsome sum of £25,000 each and their mother’s jewellery.”  The barrister folded the Will and placed it back into its envelope.  He took out a separate envelope and a large box. He handed the box to Adam.  Adam looked confused.
“Adam, your father wrote this letter on the day of his passing.  He wanted me to read it to you.  The barrister unfolded the letter, written in a crème-coloured piece of stationery.

Dear Adam:

            You, being my eldest son it is right to bequeath onto you my home, Spaghetti Junction.  You and your wife were good to me these last few days, making my last days on earth an earthly paradise.  As a parting gift, please accept this golden bowl.  I had it engraved with your name on it the day you came back home.   I enjoyed the meals you and your wife cooked for me on my last days on earth. It is my wish that you and your wife open your very own restaurant, for it is obvious that you both have a talent.

                Sincerely Yours,
                 Your Father,
                Arthur Brian Johnson



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Valentine’s Day

  The garden was aglow with candles as hungry couples waited for their meals A lady swooned as her boyfriend popped the question as the sounds of violins serenaded the guests.  Adam and I were busy in the kitchen preparing sauces and fulfilling orders as Eva Marie, our Maître D, welcomed in new customers.   Adam and I opened Arthur’s, a family run Bistro at 22 Spaghetti Junction which reeked in steady revenue.   Every Saturday the place was jam-packed with couples waltzing in for romantic dinners.  As I looked back I reflected upon this past year.  It’s been a year of sacrifice; of sadness and loss; but also it has led us to a new beginning...a whole new chapter in our lives.  Adam and I are happy.  We have fulfilled our dream of opening a restaurant.  I invited my parents to come.  They celebrated their twenty-fifth Wedding Anniversary with a romantic meal at Arthur’s.  Mamma looked at us with pride.  There were tears in her eyes.  “You’ve done well, Bambina,” she said, “Your Papa and I are so very proud of you.”  I took a handkerchief to wipe my eyes.  The violinist was playing That’s Amore.  Looking up, I saw an angel smile.

Friday, 7 June 2013

Fallen Angel

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Fallen Angel
 Written May 27 © Mary Aris, All rights reserved
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Deep in the ground, my heart has fallen
Wretched sprite, I’ve forsaken love’s calling
Cast down into this god-damned dismal abyss
Bereft and stripped of all happiness.

In shame I am bound to walk this earth forever
Damned eternally to be Satan’s lover
 Cast aside by heaven; a vile demon;
No longer deemed worthy of God’s heaven.

Here I lie in the piteous pit of Hades
Surrounded by Satan’s angels with sharpened blades
Serenaded by ravens flying above my head
Singing praises a nd requiems to the dead.

While Saints and angels above soar
I lie in perdition, Satan's whore. 



Friday, 3 May 2013

My Polaris

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As the sun rises upon the east
So does my soul lifts up its weary head
And dances jovially upon my breast.
When you are near; my bad moods are lifted.

Your eyes are like beacons, guiding my path
As I travel through life’s uncharted journey.
Your smile is my infallible compass
As I set sail across this vast, strange sea.

The sun slowly sets on the horizon.
I set my soul for a quiet slumber.
As I settle down when the day is done
I see your reflections of russet amber..

I feel your soft breeze gently kiss my flesh
Leaving a scent of beach, so clean and fresh.

Sunday, 11 November 2012

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In Memorium We Honour those Whose blood was Shed - The Golden Pen

Written Sep 23, 2008 © Mary Aris, All rights reserved
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They were young servicemen of twenty-two
And on their suits they wore Red Badges of Courage….
Young men and women who gave their souls for glory
In the name of freedom; in the name of victory.

They spilled their guts over Germany
And in the havoc of the Vietnam War
They risked their lives in Afghanistan and Tripoli
And Death came knocking upon their door.

Today we honour such heroic deeds of valour
Though they are long gone, they will not be forgotten
As long as our flag waves over a country of Democracy
Their names will shine in splendor–
In Memoriam we honor our valiant servicemen
In our hearts there is a white carnation and poppey.
That will never fade.
We will gaze up to the heavens
and see their faces amongst the constellations
In Memoriam we honour Our valient Vetrans.

Friday, 2 November 2012

The Legend of the Scarlet Ravine and other Tales to chill your Bones--An Excerpt

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The Golden Pen

              Between Jacksonville and Gainesville, Florida, six miles north of Keystone Heights, there lies a series of Marshes and lakes.  This area normally goes by the name Mike Roess Gold Head State Park.  It is a peaceful area inhabited by fox squirrels, white-tailed deer and many water birds.   On Saturday mornings, you can find people fishing here.  Others like to ride the ravine on canoes.  Not far from Gold Head State Park is Little Lake Johnson and if you walk a few miles from there, a beach.   There is a camping facility there with a picnic area and lakeside cabins. 
        The locals say that the area was once the home of a tribe of Seminole Indians who were trying to escape the brutal removal of the Seminoles by the US government.  Some say that the spirits of these Indians haunt the place. 
There is a legend among the neighbouring towns that said that the Government, in an attempt to wipe the Seminoles out of Florida, murdered them.  
Now, I am not certain, but the locals in the area say that on Halloween they can still hear their savage war cry near the ravine where legend says that the troops shot ninety Seminole warriors to their death. 
Some people claim that the waters of the ravine turned red from the blood of these savage warriors and the fish were poisoned.   There is a spooky mist floating along the marshes of this area, which, on a late October morning, one can mistake for ghosts.  The old folks say that the ravine is haunted; cursed by the blood of the Seminoles.
             In October, the natives will tell you that the ravine shimmers like a lighthouse and the residents of the surrounding villages tormented by the cries of the Seminole warriors that lost their lives in the scarlet ravine.    The predominant ghost, however, is that of the brave warrior, O’pawoka. General Brown, the squadron leader, shot the warrior in the chest during one of the battles of the Seminole Wars.  The residents fear him for on Halloween night he rides through Mike Roess Gold Head State Park on his horse, wielding a tomahawk, looking for the General who shot him.  It is in this remote area that our story begins.
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They never recovered the body that day.  The police and State troopers scavenged the surrounding area but could not find the body.  The black and white Yamaha lay on its side at the side of the road; a trail of skid marks paved the way to where the accident happened.  The bike had caught fire upon impact and there was an explosion.
 The Florida highway patrol officers surmised that the body flew head first in a staggering speed into the murky waters of the ravine. 
Manfred Meyers was a lively lad.  His family had settled in Keystone Heights in the early 50’s. He was the son of a baker and schoolteacher...an only child.  They warned him of the dangers of motorcycles.  However, the shiny Yamahas captivated Manfred ever since he saw Evil Kenivel jump from the Grand Canyon on his trusty chrome steed.   Since then, he was fascinated with motor cycles.  He begged his father to buy him one once he graduated high school, but his father, like any ordinary father, refused. 

“Those bikes are dangerous, son!” his father warned him.  “If you want a bike, I suggest you get a mountain bike.”  His father opened the brick oven to shove a loaf of bread into the oven.   The bakery was full of customers waiting to buy their loaves of bread, cakes, and croissants.  Manfred, frustrated and upset caught hold of his father’s arm.
 “I want a motorcycle, Dad...and if you don’t get one for me, I will.”  With this statement, he marched out of the kitchen, walked past the eager customers and walked out the door.  His father, stunned and shocked, shook his head in disappointment as his customers whispered to one another in astonishment.
Manfred took a job at the local papers delivering the Keystone Height News.  He also worked part-time at the pizzeria.  Within a year, he earned enough money to buy a used Yamaha.  Pride is not the word to describe his devotion to this bike.  Every weekend Manfred rose at six A.M. to wash and polish his most prized possession.  Diligently he polished the chrome, applied saddle soap on the leather seat, and polished the handlebars until the sun shone down upon his black and white steed that he affectionately nicknamed, Black beauty.
Much to his parents’ disapproval, Manfred joined a local motorcycle club, a group of about a hundred  bikers throughout Bradford County, Florida, who met once a month and travelled throughout the State of Florida on their motorcycles, particularly to Mike Roess Gold Head State Park.  The group acquired the nickname ‘Gators on Wheels’ for the tattoo of Alligators each member bore on their forearms.   
His parents warned Manfred not to go.  On a humid Halloween morning in 1965, Manfred rose at five O’clock to get a head start.  The gang was to meet at Keystone Beach and then head towards Gold Head Branch State Park where a Halloween Party was to take place. They planned to camp there for a week after the party. 
Manfred packed his rucksack the night before.  He thought he had packed everything.  He packed his sleeping bag, his trusty Swiss Army knife and his tent.  He was certain that the girls and women of the group would bring loads of food, so he did not bother packing anything to eat.   After kissing his mother and patting his father on the shoulders, he set off on Black Beauty at eight O’clock. 
A few minutes after he set off, the phone rang.  His mother picked up the phone.  It was Max Johnson, one of her son’s friends from Gators on Wheels.  Max told Manfred’s mother that the gang cancelled the trip due to inclement weather.  Had he phoned five minutes earlier, Manfred would not have set out towards the beach.
Manfred arrived at Keystone Beach around nine O’clock.  The beach was deserted, save for a few beach bums who walked their dogs along the beach.  He waited impatiently for the group to arrive. 
“Oh, man,” exclaimed Manfred, “I forgot my cell phone!”  It was eleven O’clock when he could wait no longer.  He got on his bike.  He was angry.
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He sped through the highway like a thoroughbred.  Was this a cruel Halloween joke? He wondered as he sped past signs and villages.  The wind slapped his face and combed through his hair. 

He was so angry that he did not feel it.  How dare they play a Halloween joke on me?  Well, they can go screw themselves, he murmured to himself.  Up above in the horizon, a few buzzards flew. 
The air whipped through his sides, burning his cheeks and giving him chilblains.  He was almost at Gold Head Branch State Park by now.   He was about to turn right when he thought he heard something behind him. 
It was a high pitch sound, much like a cry.  He looked in his side view mirror but all he could see was clear open highway and trees.  The cry echoed and penetrated his ears, almost perforating his eardrums.
Manfred thought he was imagining things, but when he looked in his side view mirror again, he thought he saw a white horse chasing him.  Riding on the horse’s back was an Indian brave.  The brave was brown- skinned and wore a black Mohawk.  The brave wielded a tomahawk, throwing it towards Manfred.
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Manfred sped at 190 miles per hours down the highway, his pursuer on his tail.  The Tomahawk sped and caught the back of Manfred’s neck.  His body went flying off the bike, landing in the ravine.  Black Beauty skidded off the open road, catching fire before exploding.
  It was early evening when a motorist caught site of the burning bike, alerting the police.  The troopers came and extinguished the fire.  They discovered Manfred’s wallet by a nearby bush.  From his credentials, they found his address.  

 Copyright  2012 The Golden Pen  ISBN: 9781291141306

New Book: The Legend of the Scarlet Ravine and other tales to chill your Bones

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The Legend of the Scarlet Ravine and other tales to chill your bones, are four bizarre and grizzling short tales to chill your bones on an autumn evening. In The Legend of the Scarlet Ravine, two young men are killed by a mysterious rider at Mike Roess Gold Head State Park; their bodies thrown off their motorcycles into a ravine on Halloween night which legend say is haunted.
Herman Wilding, a sinful soul, meets a stranger at the Pearly Gates with a strange pink snow bunny tattoo. When Herman is denied entrance at the Gate, he is thrown down the cellar. Herman finds himself in an earthly hell where he discovers he will spend eternity at the Hell Ski Lodge, a place colder than the North Pole surrounded by billions of deranged, pink skiing snow bunnies in Snow Bunnies in Hell.
A bestselling author gets writer’s block as he is about to write the sequel to his bestselling novel, Adelle, asking his favourite Muse, Calliope, for Inspiration. His Editor holds him at gunpoint until he delivers the manuscript in The Siege of Calliope.

In The Haunted Pathway, Gordon Holding inherits an old two-storey house in Jersey City which his Uncle and father allege is haunted. When his Uncle, Horace, hears a wraith-like voice and sees a florescent light down the cellar followed by strange rapping coming from inside the walls, he discovers a secret passageway which transports him to a haunted past.
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